As I Gazed at the dark blue sky lost in my thoughts I saw a shooting star. I began to think all that I could be. I made a wish upon that shooting star. Hoping you would reach out for me. When I looked into the sky I knew it was true I knew you were there I knew you cared but lately you haven’t responded to me. How I wish you would give me the strength and wisdom I need. I am in sorrow and loneliness and I won't stop wishing for you. Day after day how I wish you would hold me tight and lift me up with the finger tips of your almighty hands. I feel alone now, careless and unsure how I wish someone was here to help me through these dark doors. My heart cries and aches at night I can’t stop thinking about how my life is falling a part nothing seems to get better just worse. I guess my prayers don’t seem to pass this dark blue sky. You must forgive my sins I have been in the dark hoping to find a spark. My soul can’t take it no more now I must learn life not sure of knowing the way. Memorizing your holy words seeking answers but still no cure still no light hopefully some day these cuts will stitch up and these scars will fade. I use to be a caring person but now it’s as if I have no cares things aren’t so clear to me that’s why am always gazing at the dark blue sky searching for hope.
i Never knew demon could taste so Good By Anonymous
Never knew demons could taste so good
You invaded
my mind….
my heart….
my soul….
never bothering
to ask for control….
you took it anyways….
leaving no passage way….
out.
Praying that the day would come
and
someone would save me….
until I realized….
I could not see my life with out you….
so I let you stay….
Mixed up
taking in your sweet smell
as I drink your milk..
never wanting to stop
you brought me
back to reality
As I stand there staring straight at you
saying nothing as we moved
and we danced
we loved
and we laughed
I forgot the times in the past
you were my demon
though you still are
but I love you and
you love me…
that is all I know so far
Free writing
You’re always here!!!… But somehow I still feel like you are never near
& all I can hear is yelling’s to my ears
& all I can see is the swellings that has no telling where it came from
& the pain we both cannot bear anymore.
This life has always been so hardcore
If you ask my heart it will tell you about this strong sore
& I don’t want any more because TRULY I was not born to be TORN
& all I can hear is yelling’s to my ears
& all I can see is the swellings that has no telling where it came from
& the pain we both cannot bear anymore.
This life has always been so hardcore
If you ask my heart it will tell you about this strong sore
& I don’t want any more because TRULY I was not born to be TORN
I wrote this when i was 14
I tell him am a mess
He says a beautiful mess
And this is all part of the test
But my heart will never fess
We both know we cant keep playing chess
And I even though I terribly want to go on this quest
Am still not ready to leave my nest
My parent says am the best
But I am none greater or less than the rest
Through the outside they protect my heart like a bullet proof vest
And in the inside am being shot like a shooting range target
Cage up in a ranging house of madness
Hiding from the world like a mouse
Cats and tigers out there want to pounce
maybe GOD is right its my time to bounce
He says a beautiful mess
And this is all part of the test
But my heart will never fess
We both know we cant keep playing chess
And I even though I terribly want to go on this quest
Am still not ready to leave my nest
My parent says am the best
But I am none greater or less than the rest
Through the outside they protect my heart like a bullet proof vest
And in the inside am being shot like a shooting range target
Cage up in a ranging house of madness
Hiding from the world like a mouse
Cats and tigers out there want to pounce
maybe GOD is right its my time to bounce
Denial by Abigail .R
This strong affection can’t hide no more
I try to tell you but am weak
My heart is broken with a leak
This feeling that I feel is unbearable
Am kneeling because only you can heal
I wish you would just tell me how you feel
I still don’t understand why we can’t be
I still don’t understand this strong need
There many things I want you to hear
But it seems words don’t come so easily
I watch you when you smile
I watch you when you were with her
I watch you in denial, telling her she is who you prefer.
Dare you deny that it is I who you desire?
Stop running away just let it be…
May I say that this cannot end unsaid
To end undone, No I can never let this be?
Know matter how it ends
With the truth I shall mend.
I wake up to a tender disposition
Cried at nights & slept through the days
And everything hurts, is all a big yearn.
I don’t know how to take it
Don’t know if i can keep on faking it
I try to tell you but am weak
My heart is broken with a leak
This feeling that I feel is unbearable
Am kneeling because only you can heal
I wish you would just tell me how you feel
I still don’t understand why we can’t be
I still don’t understand this strong need
There many things I want you to hear
But it seems words don’t come so easily
I watch you when you smile
I watch you when you were with her
I watch you in denial, telling her she is who you prefer.
Dare you deny that it is I who you desire?
Stop running away just let it be…
May I say that this cannot end unsaid
To end undone, No I can never let this be?
Know matter how it ends
With the truth I shall mend.
I wake up to a tender disposition
Cried at nights & slept through the days
And everything hurts, is all a big yearn.
I don’t know how to take it
Don’t know if i can keep on faking it
Freewrting
so me & my brother would always write or have like freestyle competition he actually won that days competition and i had to give him props because i really liked it.
I look into the mirror I can’t stand your face.
I gaze into your eyes & I see a hollow space.
Everything I hate I want to leave this place.
Take me up high in outer space.
You’re with me everywhere like an after taste.
You always leave me in a bitter state …
I fall down on my knees but I don’t say grace
The weight is heavy like am stuck in place.
Everywhere I look I see this same old face
Momma always told me I would be a disgrace
But I told her “wait till I leave this place
Then you’ll be calling me and you have to chase.
But you’ll never ever going to see my face
Ill close my eyes and imagine a place
Where god gave me the perfect face
Ill go back to mama and show her this face
Ill tell her now her daughter could go work for chase,
Then I open my eyes and I see my face
How can this be im still in the same place?
Is like am always going to be stuck inside this maze?
I look into the mirror I can’t stand your face.
I gaze into your eyes & I see a hollow space.
Everything I hate I want to leave this place.
Take me up high in outer space.
You’re with me everywhere like an after taste.
You always leave me in a bitter state …
I fall down on my knees but I don’t say grace
The weight is heavy like am stuck in place.
Everywhere I look I see this same old face
Momma always told me I would be a disgrace
But I told her “wait till I leave this place
Then you’ll be calling me and you have to chase.
But you’ll never ever going to see my face
Ill close my eyes and imagine a place
Where god gave me the perfect face
Ill go back to mama and show her this face
Ill tell her now her daughter could go work for chase,
Then I open my eyes and I see my face
How can this be im still in the same place?
Is like am always going to be stuck inside this maze?
By Joe Broadway
Hide My Heart
My intuition tells me you like meMy intuition tells me your wifey
I don’t know, you just might be,
One of those phases I go thru nightly
Lonely, I won’t let them in on my secret
Lonely, its my heart so I’ll keep it
Besides, its much colder when its out for the public
Its mines, so only I’ll love it
Hide! Hide my heart, Hide
By Joe Broadway
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