i Never knew demon could taste so Good By Anonymous

Never knew demons could taste so good

You invaded
my mind….
my heart….
my soul….
never bothering
to ask for control….
you took it anyways….
leaving no passage way….
out.

Praying that the day would come
and
someone would save me….
until I realized….
I could not see my life with out you….
so I let you stay….

Mixed up
taking in your sweet smell
as I drink your milk..
never wanting to stop
you brought me
back to reality

As I stand there staring straight at you
saying nothing as we moved
and we danced
we loved
and we laughed

I forgot the times in the past
you were my demon
though you still are
but I love you and
you love me…
that is all I know so far

Free writing

You’re always here!!!… But somehow I still feel like you are never near

& all I can hear is yelling’s to my ears

& all I can see is the swellings that has no telling where it came from

& the pain we both cannot bear anymore.

This life has always been so hardcore

If you ask my heart it will tell you about this strong sore

& I don’t want any more because TRULY I was not born to be TORN

I wrote this when i was 14

I tell him am a mess
He says a beautiful mess
And this is all part of the test
But my heart will never fess
We both know we cant keep playing chess
And I even though I terribly want to go on this quest
Am still not ready to leave my nest
My parent says am the best
But I am none greater or less than the rest
Through the outside they protect my heart like a bullet proof vest
And in the inside am being shot like a shooting range target
Cage up in a ranging house of madness
Hiding from the world like a mouse
Cats and tigers out there want to pounce
maybe GOD is right its my time to bounce

Denial by Abigail .R

This strong affection can’t hide no more
I try to tell you but am weak
My heart is broken with a leak
This feeling that I feel is unbearable
Am kneeling because only you can heal
I wish you would just tell me how you feel
I still don’t understand why we can’t be
I still don’t understand this strong need
There many things I want you to hear
But it seems words don’t come so easily
I watch you when you smile
I watch you when you were with her
I watch you in denial, telling her she is who you prefer.
Dare you deny that it is I who you desire?
Stop running away just let it be…
May I say that this cannot end unsaid
To end undone, No I can never let this be?
Know matter how it ends
With the truth I shall mend.
I wake up to a tender disposition
Cried at nights & slept through the days
And everything hurts, is all a big yearn.
I don’t know how to take it
Don’t know if i can keep on faking it

Freewrting

so me & my brother would always write or have like freestyle competition he actually won that days competition and i had to give him props because i really liked it.

I look into the mirror I can’t stand your face.
I gaze into your eyes & I see a hollow space.
Everything I hate I want to leave this place.
Take me up high in outer space.
You’re with me everywhere like an after taste.
You always leave me in a bitter state …
I fall down on my knees but I don’t say grace
The weight is heavy like am stuck in place.
Everywhere I look I see this same old face
Momma always told me I would be a disgrace
But I told her “wait till I leave this place
Then you’ll be calling me and you have to chase.
But you’ll never ever going to see my face
Ill close my eyes and imagine a place
Where god gave me the perfect face
Ill go back to mama and show her this face
Ill tell her now her daughter could go work for chase,
Then I open my eyes and I see my face
How can this be im still in the same place?
Is like am always going to be stuck inside this maze?

By Joe Broadway

Hide My Heart

My intuition tells me you like me
My intuition tells me your wifey
I don’t know, you just might be,
One of those phases I go thru nightly
Lonely, I won’t let them in on my secret
Lonely, its my heart so I’ll keep it
Besides, its much colder when its out for the public
Its mines, so only I’ll love it
Hide! Hide my heart, Hide

By Joe Broadway

By Joe Broadway

Not Qualified

He says “hello”
She judges his approach
He isn’t up to par
So he doesn’t get far,
Before her mind is made up
An option she presents
“Let’s just be friends & nothing more”
He interprets it the wrong way
He intends to give his all
He needs what he wants
What he has in-store
She isn’t ready for
A dinner date, movies & more
(At least not with him)
He’s hitting up her cell
Did shorty get his message?
He’s knocking at her door
He didn’t get her message
He is persistent
He goes against her wishes
Force himself upon her
“She doesn’t know what she’s missing”
She doesn’t know what he’s thinking
Tells her don’t make no plans for the weekend
…
No response from her as always
Adds fuel to his fire
He has desires
Best attire is worn,
To surprise her after work
To make things work,
But she is tired
She lets him speak,
And so he does

He says
“Together we will be complete,
Together we will compete,
For who has the most urge for one’s heart
We will stay strong, Together”

She takes it in
She stops and thinks
“Am I falling for this creep?”

She is
Who would’ve thought
A man that smother her
Caught her, is now with her
Just like that

Persistence is the key I will not hold
If she does not want me, I will go
No hard feelings attached
I am no match against this loser
No more chases for me
I am much cooler
By Joe Broadway

By Joe Broadway by

Waiting on Recognition

Patience is a virtue
Patience might hurt you
Waiting on results
Longer than you suppose to
She’s says that she loves you
Loves you like a brother
Why did you even bother
Your closer to her mother
Her lust is a rush
His smiles makes her blush
Your smiles makes her comfortable
Just not the way you want it to
You lied in wait
Blended in with the friends
Blended in with the family
Blended into oblivion
You like her
But she likes him
Mom likes you
But she introduces him
They held hands on thanks giving
Kissed on the new year
Blew candles on her Birthday
V.Day she sheded tears
She prized him
You watched her slip away
You prized her
But she doesn’t see you that way
She thinks your cute
But she thinks he’s hot
Your her best friend
But he’s the boy friend
Your not feeling the vibe
Your stuck in the friend zone
Your crushed inside
& it will never be known
By Joe Broadway

This is one of my favorite poets he writes about love life and basically his feelings. Its crazy because i can relate or feel exactly how he express himself with his poems. The first time i read one of his poems i was going to cry i was like omg" that's exactly what happened to me . I feel this empathy like i can feel a strong emotion when i read his poems .There are no kind of words that can express the way I feel about his poems! I mean hes everything and he knows how to express himself in all types of poetry. The words he speaks i can relate... i feel his words lives in me.

Alien in disguise

I am like an alien always in disguise trying to blend in – not letting them know that I am from the sky. Because my head, it always be in the sky. Sometimes I wish that I could be myself. But damn I need help. Are they’re any other Martians who share my despair because this world is choking me, quick run out to the store and buy me some originality . cuz this planet is fake like it is polluted. Everybody got a smile on they’re face while the polar bears fall flat on they’re face. Soldiers shoot a kid in the face and he is saluted with grace, health care gets higher and higher and it’s undisputed. But all this is ok, like you walking down the street and someone says “oh did I blew my cigarette smoke on your face. You want to punch them but you remember you’re in disguise and you’re not from this place, so like every other earthling you inhale it and smile, and think to yourself oh well eventually ill die in this place and someday go home to space.

The sea of sadness

i wrote this Back in high school thought i shared it.

Drifting In the sea of sadness I been caught swimming in your eyes again.

Guarding my heart so it doesn’t break again.

I keep falling for the same game.

Really is such a shame… but this one is not the same at least that’s what he says

Sorry but I must say that since our eyes met I knew that just yet, fate hadn’t left.

Now a day a guy like you is hard to find

It was like looking for a needle in hay.

You were my every kiss begins with Kay

You stared at me I stare at you; you start to laugh I can’t resist

I give in so I turn away I can feel your presence stalking me

In your arms I want to be what is it that you want from me?

These little games you like to play but you won’t tell me the name

You want me to play but I don’t know the game.

I keep thinking you want my fame mysterious boy what do you want from me?

Secretive I see mysterious boy what do you hide from me?

All ask is one more chance hold me tight with all your might.

And when these marks and scars begin to fade away

Will know a new rose has grown in my vase.

Never thought I could love anyone but myself

Always thought I be on my own

But now I see Apart from you I can’t help but miss

Who knew I needed you when I cry.

I never felt this way before I can’t stop thinking about you,

Like a magnet I wish you couldn’t run from me.

I need to here your heart beat.

I can see the way you look at me; I can tell you want it to…

Boy what its wrong with you can’t you see I want it to…?

See baby I don’t care if hating want to start let them haters bark my teeth are sharp...

Come and make your mark that’s all I want is to be yours

When I hear your voice my heart hangs heavy

Since our first interaction I was impressed by your express
dying slowly of your love but you’re the only one who can keep me alive

. Inside my head he would stick to me like a flea.

I was weak on my Knees and nothing will take away my ease.

He would always find the keys and seize me easily.

Didn’t even know he was my weakness baby was born with some kind of uniqueness

Wish I could tell you how you make me feel no games, no excuses

Never knew what I been missing now eyes wide open

I can see there’s no one else who can make it right.

Yes you are my Mr. Right

Never seen someone so bright who has no fright pushing with all your might

Hoping are love long remain here lasting to stay.

The feeling of so untouched sad to say I miss you every second of my days

Damn didn’t give you a chance on romance

i guess that's why they say

You don’t really know what you got till it’s gone

Japanese Crystal Ball Performer (Contact Juggling)

Do you believe in magic!!!

No, Seriously. Save the Bananas!!

So i have this obsession with bananas it started out with just a banana .., than next thing i knew i started mixing it with everything.Every morning i wake up and do my famous banana milkshake (which i would be showing soon) .I basically mix bananas with soy milk & ice .I don't know if its just me but the amount of energy this gives me its supreme. i love the taste and its Good for the body ,you can also add it to your Cereal yummy. Anyways i found this Article that i really wanted to share.

A fungus dangerous to the Cavendish was discovered in Asia 13 years ago and has since "wiped out plantations in Indonesia, Malaysia, Australia and Taiwan and is now spreading through much of Southeast Asia," Don Koeppel writes.
It is inevitable, the experts say, that the fungus will eventually wipe out Cavendish bananas worldwide.
That would be a devastating loss of billions of dollars annually for growers, shippers and retailers. Each American consumes 26.2 pounds of bananas a year, making it by far the most popular fruit. (Apples are a distant second at 16.7 pounds.)
To save the banana, two strategies are being employed. Scientists, primarily in Europe, are trying to genetically alter the Cavendish, to make it able to resist the fungus.
The problem, of course, is many consumers are leery of genetically altered food.
Option 2 is to develop another variety that consumers would find acceptable.
As the article points out, growers in Central America are "trying to create a replacement that looks and tastes so similar to the Cavendish that consumers won't notice the difference."
That strategy worked before.
Up until the 1960's, Americans ate Gros Michel bananas, "a banana that was larger and, by all accounts, tastier than the fruit we now eat." Those plants were killed off by a different fungus, and the Cavendish replaced them.

I Hope this doesn't occur because it Would have an impact on my life know matter how silly " it sounds i just couldn't live without bananas .Banana is my type of Redbull" .So hopefully something can be done to save the bananas

What are someways to help save some of the world's most famous bananas?

full article http://www.nytimes.com/2005/08/13/business/media/13offline.ready.html

#imgrateful For...

so this is a little trending topic i was doing on twitter that really gave me a postive vibe !!!

#imgrateful For not dropping out of School
#imgrateful That i can go to bed every night without hate in my Heart
#imgrateful for the Fake homies" ,They made me realize The Real homeys
#imgrateful for my Dad for standing by My mom (I repeat my MOM )
#imgrateful for My two Advisers @EllyMarie_ & @HersheysKiss22 when am going through my crises :)
#imgrateful for my only real blk friend @aKIDnamedEZ
#imgrateful for this rice & chicken am eating right now yum yum #thanksmom
#imgrateful For my Brother Jeffrey even though we always had are problems he doesn't Know how much i love him
Who i am today #imgrateful for that
All my real friends Elly&Chino, ,pinky, Hav ,lisa ,Marena ,liz , Carlos lil john, j.c ,janinarina/Jose lol .. etc so many of you guys but ily all

Anyways i just wanted to say im grateful because i was such a Lil ungrateful brat ^__^
& now i just feel like a better Me so
#imgrateful #imgrateful #imgrateful #imgrateful #imgrateful #imgrateful #imgrateful #imgrateful

Its Sunday

Well its 12:00 at night but this morning i woke up to go to church (I was late as usual).For the past 18 years of my life I have been going to " 2nd amor porder iglsia with the "Familia".My mother is very religious although i was raise as a child in the church i grew up with my own views and believes of life . Today i can say i do believe in GOD (notice the capitalization idk my mom said is disrespectful to write it lower case) ..anyways i don't believe in religion i just know there someone always up there watching over us, & i believe that everything happens for a reason . Theirs still many thing i don't understand and probably never will understand about Why GOD does whatever he does example .. the wars , diseases and violence . I guess that's why they call him GOD cause he can do whatever he wants because we are not worthy enough to question him were suppose to just have faith and believe him . Am very philosophical and no body seems to Know the answers to my questions ,but I'll probably go crazy trying to think of Why? for every question . so i rather not even bother . what i do know is that We become better people when we have no hate in our hearts. i have also been Blessed even if i have many hard circumstances in my life i am grateful for My family & friends also that i can wake up every morning and breathe and see the beautiful day GOD has given us so Dear GOD, Thank you.....for EVERYTHING even the good and the bad ...

(Click to enlarge photo) Photograph & edit was taken by me & sis jojo

The Road not Taken by : Robert Frost

so i wanted to share this poem & review by one of my favorite poet

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
and sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
and looked down one as far as I could
to where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
and having perhaps the better claim
because it was grassy and wanted wear;
though as for that, the passing there
had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
in leaves no feet had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I
I took the one less travelled by,
and that has made all the difference

This is one of my favorites poems because it has to do with Decision ,decisions...In this poem the poet highlights the problem of choice which every person has to face in his or her life at some point or the other. This one of the reviews i found by buta that i really agreed with . "A man comes to a forked road on the way he was traveling upon. He feels sorry he cannot travel both the paths as he has to choose one of them. This decision will prove to be his future. As he thinks about the two roads, he looks down one path and finds that, that path has been much traveled and then he sees the other less traveled path. He decides that the less traveled path would be much rewarding when he reaches its end. He knows that one path leads to another and it is very difficult to return. Years later, he would be telling his future generation with regret what life would have been if he would have walked the other road, the one which was not taken by him. "What ever road one chooses, the regret will remain since at a given time one can walk only one path.

Whats your opinion & what do you think the author its trying to portray in his poem ?

(Click to enlarge photo) Photograph & edit was taken by me at Inwood Hill Park is a city-owned and maintained public park in Inwood, Upper Manhattan, New York City, operated by the New York City Department of Parks and Recreation

Take a walk down My Neighborhood!

As I walk down my neighborhood street,

I look around at the things I meet.

I see Luis Martes Grocery ,

My bodega" where my mom has been buying her milk & cheese

Up ahead I see the street kids , Grinding to survive

Here in my neighborhood we look out for one another .

I guess we got to stick together like a family 
My friend's , live up the block

On Fridays we get together & spent it together

I guess were all misunderstood cause were all raise from the "Ghetto"

i think Every place has its Good & evil,

But my father always taught me

"It's Not Where You Come From, It's Where You Are Going"

i like to make the best of both worlds

Am proud of where i come from ...

its like they say "to get to the top you have to start at the bottom".

No one said life is easy but am young so i" can make the Best of it"

On a Tuesday night where even The streets get lonely

I watch my shadow as am walking home from school,

i pass by John fried chicken, HMmmmm the smell of Fries"

I get to my destination...

I put my key in the door i have arrived ..

I see my momther & my brothers & sisters ..

Now i know that I'm truly at home...

(Click to enlarge photo)Photograph & edit was taken by Me"