I Don't Know by Mario Watts

 ok I'm seriously starting to think this poet is reading my mind.like i love poetry & writing the thing about me is that i find it very hard to express myself . so everything i read things like this i think wow that's exactly how i feel !.


I don’t know how I got here, but I sure know where I’ve been.
Up from a past rooted in pain,
Mama always taught me to not live my life in vain.

Living by rules past down through history,

I don’t know how I’ve lasted here so long.

I know that there is good in all bad, but pain is all I’ve had.

 

I don’t know how I got here, but I sure know where I’ve been.

Trying to live each sunrise to the fullest,

Laying my head down each night with no regrets.

 

Time is all we have

A beginning and an end

But all I ever wanted from the beginning…was a friend.

 

I don’t know how I got here, but I sure know where I’ve been.

I’ve walked the paths of life,

But somewhere I’ve lost my way.

I’ve spoken many words, and now I have nothing left to say.

Mario Watts i wonder..

Wow so i just discover this poet and fell in love with his words.  it makes me wonder about a situation in my past life . it also makes me wonder how us human think feel and have gone through a similar situation. like its history just repeating it self ? i don't know but its weird how everybody has the same stories .

I wonder…

Were did we go wrong, when everything seemed to be going so right?

Watching as you came home late every night.

Now I’m lucky if you ever come home at all.

 

I wonder…

Why did you say that you loved me, when all you ever do is scold me

I guess I just don’t understand.

 

I wonder…

How could you, treat me oh so wrong?

Can you even remember our song?

Have you been away from my heart that long?

I guess I just don’t understand.

 

I wonder…

Why you never spend time with me?

Being with you is where I want to be.

Is there someone else?

I guess I just don’t understand.

 

I wonder…

When did your love slip away from me?

Am I just so blind that I can not see?

I guess I just don’t understand.

 

I wonder…

Is this the love I’ve waited a lifetime for?

Something deep in my heart tells me I could have more.

 

I wonder…Why would you? How could you?

I guess I just don’t understand…I wonder…I wonder…I wonder…

 

 

Do Not Judge Me... by Mario Watts.

Look into my eyes,all the way through to my soul,to see what I see,and feel what feel,but whatever you do,do not judge me.Reach out to me.Touch my hand offering only you.Feel my body’s warmth,as it channels through your touch,so that you will know once and forever, that I love you so much.But whatever you do,do not judge me.When you see me on my knees crying,come to me with your open heart.Wipe my tears from my eyes,because they are for you.But whatever you do,do not judge me.See not the color of my skin,the color of my eyes,or the way that I love,for in heaven, we are all kin.So when you see me there,frolicking  in God’s love and all heaven’s joy,come dance with me,in the love that’s promised forever.But whatever you do,
do not judge me...

The reason i choose to share this poem is because these past few years of my life i have felt misunderstood & judge badly especially by people i love.  i don't and never will know why people don't give you a chance in getting to you know you to see who you really are, instead they think wrong thoughts and treat you unfairly because of bad judgments that other people make up about you.