As I Gazed at the dark blue sky lost in my thoughts I saw a shooting star. I began to think all that I could be. I made a wish upon that shooting star. Hoping you would reach out for me. When I looked into the sky I knew it was true I knew you were there I knew you cared but lately you haven’t responded to me. How I wish you would give me the strength and wisdom I need. I am in sorrow and loneliness and I won't stop wishing for you. Day after day how I wish you would hold me tight and lift me up with the finger tips of your almighty hands. I feel alone now, careless and unsure how I wish someone was here to help me through these dark doors. My heart cries and aches at night I can’t stop thinking about how my life is falling a part nothing seems to get better just worse. I guess my prayers don’t seem to pass this dark blue sky. You must forgive my sins I have been in the dark hoping to find a spark. My soul can’t take it no more now I must learn life not sure of knowing the way. Memorizing your holy words seeking answers but still no cure still no light hopefully some day these cuts will stitch up and these scars will fade. I use to be a caring person but now it’s as if I have no cares things aren’t so clear to me that’s why am always gazing at the dark blue sky searching for hope.
