Alien in disguise

Alien in disguise

I am like an alien always in disguise trying to blend in – not letting them know that I am from the sky. Because my head, it always be in the sky. Sometimes I wish that I could be myself. But damn I need help. Are they’re any other Martians who share my despair because this world is choking me, quick run out to the store and buy me some originality . cuz this planet is fake like it is polluted. Everybody got a smile on they’re face while the polar bears fall flat on they’re face. Soldiers shoot a kid in the face and he is saluted with grace, health care gets higher and higher and it’s undisputed. But all this is ok, like you walking down the street and someone says “oh did I blew my cigarette smoke on your face. You want to punch them but you remember you’re in disguise and you’re not from this place, so like every other earthling you inhale it and smile, and think to yourself oh well eventually ill die in this place and someday go home to space.

The sea of sadness

i wrote this  Back in high school thought i shared it.

Drifting In the sea of sadness I been caught swimming in your eyes again.

Guarding my heart so it doesn’t break again.

I keep falling for the same game.

Really is such a shame… but this one is not the same at least that’s what he says

Sorry but I must say that since our eyes met I knew that just yet, fate hadn’t left.

Now a day a guy like you is hard to find

It was like looking for a needle in hay.

You were my every kiss begins with Kay

You stared at me I stare at you; you start to laugh I can’t resist

I give in so I turn away I can feel your presence stalking me

In your arms I want to be what is it that you want from me?

These little games you like to play but you won’t tell me the name

You want me to play but I don’t know the game.

I keep thinking you want my fame mysterious boy what do you want from me?

Secretive I see mysterious boy what do you hide from me?

All ask is one more chance hold me tight with all your might.

And when these marks and scars begin to fade away

Will know a new rose has grown in my vase.

Never thought I could love anyone but myself

Always thought I be on my own

But now I see Apart from you I can’t help but miss

Who knew I needed you when I cry.

I never felt this way before I can’t stop thinking about you,

Like a magnet I wish you couldn’t run from me.

I need to here your heart beat.

I can see the way you look at me; I can tell you want it to…

Boy what its wrong with you can’t you see I want it to…?

See baby I don’t care if hating want to start let them haters bark my teeth are sharp...

Come and make your mark that’s all I want is to be yours

When I hear your voice my heart hangs heavy

Since our first interaction I was impressed by your express
 dying slowly of your love but you’re the only one who can keep me alive

. Inside my head he would stick to me like a flea.

I was weak on my Knees and nothing will take away my ease.

He would always find the keys and seize me easily.

Didn’t even know he was my weakness baby was born with some kind of uniqueness

Wish I could tell you how you make me feel no games, no excuses

 Never knew what I been missing now eyes wide open

I can see there’s no one else who can make it right.

Yes you are my Mr. Right

Never seen someone so bright who has no fright pushing with all your might

Hoping are love long remain here lasting to stay.

The feeling of so untouched sad to say I miss you every second of my days

Damn didn’t give you a chance on romance

i guess that's why they say

You don’t really know what you got till it’s gone