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Alien in disguise

I am like an alien always in disguise trying to blend in – not letting them know that I am from the sky. Because my head, it always be in the sky. Sometimes I wish that I could be myself. But damn I need help. Are they’re any other Martians who share my despair because this world is choking me, quick run out to the store and buy me some originality . cuz this planet is fake like it is polluted. Everybody got a smile on they’re face while the polar bears fall flat on they’re face. Soldiers shoot a kid in the face and he is saluted with grace, health care gets higher and higher and it’s undisputed. But all this is ok, like you walking down the street and someone says “oh did I blew my cigarette smoke on your face. You want to punch them but you remember you’re in disguise and you’re not from this place, so like every other earthling you inhale it and smile, and think to yourself oh well eventually ill die in this place and someday go home to space.

The sea of sadness

i wrote this Back in high school thought i shared it.

Drifting In the sea of sadness I been caught swimming in your eyes again.

Guarding my heart so it doesn’t break again.

I keep falling for the same game.

Really is such a shame… but this one is not the same at least that’s what he says

Sorry but I must say that since our eyes met I knew that just yet, fate hadn’t left.

Now a day a guy like you is hard to find

It was like looking for a needle in hay.

You were my every kiss begins with Kay

You stared at me I stare at you; you start to laugh I can’t resist

I give in so I turn away I can feel your presence stalking me

In your arms I want to be what is it that you want from me?

These little games you like to play but you won’t tell me the name

You want me to play but I don’t know the game.

I keep thinking you want my fame mysterious boy what do you want from me?

Secretive I see mysterious boy what do you hide from me?

All ask is one more chance hold me tight with all your might.

And when these marks and scars begin to fade away

Will know a new rose has grown in my vase.

Never thought I could love anyone but myself

Always thought I be on my own

But now I see Apart from you I can’t help but miss

Who knew I needed you when I cry.

I never felt this way before I can’t stop thinking about you,

Like a magnet I wish you couldn’t run from me.

I need to here your heart beat.

I can see the way you look at me; I can tell you want it to…

Boy what its wrong with you can’t you see I want it to…?

See baby I don’t care if hating want to start let them haters bark my teeth are sharp...

Come and make your mark that’s all I want is to be yours

When I hear your voice my heart hangs heavy

Since our first interaction I was impressed by your express
dying slowly of your love but you’re the only one who can keep me alive

. Inside my head he would stick to me like a flea.

I was weak on my Knees and nothing will take away my ease.

He would always find the keys and seize me easily.

Didn’t even know he was my weakness baby was born with some kind of uniqueness

Wish I could tell you how you make me feel no games, no excuses

Never knew what I been missing now eyes wide open

I can see there’s no one else who can make it right.

Yes you are my Mr. Right

Never seen someone so bright who has no fright pushing with all your might

Hoping are love long remain here lasting to stay.

The feeling of so untouched sad to say I miss you every second of my days

Damn didn’t give you a chance on romance

i guess that's why they say

You don’t really know what you got till it’s gone

Japanese Crystal Ball Performer (Contact Juggling)

Do you believe in magic!!!

No, Seriously. Save the Bananas!!

So i have this obsession with bananas it started out with just a banana .., than next thing i knew i started mixing it with everything.Every morning i wake up and do my famous banana milkshake (which i would be showing soon) .I basically mix bananas with soy milk & ice .I don't know if its just me but the amount of energy this gives me its supreme. i love the taste and its Good for the body ,you can also add it to your Cereal yummy. Anyways i found this Article that i really wanted to share.

A fungus dangerous to the Cavendish was discovered in Asia 13 years ago and has since "wiped out plantations in Indonesia, Malaysia, Australia and Taiwan and is now spreading through much of Southeast Asia," Don Koeppel writes.
It is inevitable, the experts say, that the fungus will eventually wipe out Cavendish bananas worldwide.
That would be a devastating loss of billions of dollars annually for growers, shippers and retailers. Each American consumes 26.2 pounds of bananas a year, making it by far the most popular fruit. (Apples are a distant second at 16.7 pounds.)
To save the banana, two strategies are being employed. Scientists, primarily in Europe, are trying to genetically alter the Cavendish, to make it able to resist the fungus.
The problem, of course, is many consumers are leery of genetically altered food.
Option 2 is to develop another variety that consumers would find acceptable.
As the article points out, growers in Central America are "trying to create a replacement that looks and tastes so similar to the Cavendish that consumers won't notice the difference."
That strategy worked before.
Up until the 1960's, Americans ate Gros Michel bananas, "a banana that was larger and, by all accounts, tastier than the fruit we now eat." Those plants were killed off by a different fungus, and the Cavendish replaced them.

I Hope this doesn't occur because it Would have an impact on my life know matter how silly " it sounds i just couldn't live without bananas .Banana is my type of Redbull" .So hopefully something can be done to save the bananas

What are someways to help save some of the world's most famous bananas?

full article http://www.nytimes.com/2005/08/13/business/media/13offline.ready.html

#imgrateful For...

so this is a little trending topic i was doing on twitter that really gave me a postive vibe !!!

#imgrateful For not dropping out of School
#imgrateful That i can go to bed every night without hate in my Heart
#imgrateful for the Fake homies" ,They made me realize The Real homeys
#imgrateful for my Dad for standing by My mom (I repeat my MOM )
#imgrateful for My two Advisers @EllyMarie_ & @HersheysKiss22 when am going through my crises :)
#imgrateful for my only real blk friend @aKIDnamedEZ
#imgrateful for this rice & chicken am eating right now yum yum #thanksmom
#imgrateful For my Brother Jeffrey even though we always had are problems he doesn't Know how much i love him
Who i am today #imgrateful for that
All my real friends Elly&Chino, ,pinky, Hav ,lisa ,Marena ,liz , Carlos lil john, j.c ,janinarina/Jose lol .. etc so many of you guys but ily all

Anyways i just wanted to say im grateful because i was such a Lil ungrateful brat ^__^
& now i just feel like a better Me so
#imgrateful #imgrateful #imgrateful #imgrateful #imgrateful #imgrateful #imgrateful #imgrateful

Its Sunday

Well its 12:00 at night but this morning i woke up to go to church (I was late as usual).For the past 18 years of my life I have been going to " 2nd amor porder iglsia with the "Familia".My mother is very religious although i was raise as a child in the church i grew up with my own views and believes of life . Today i can say i do believe in GOD (notice the capitalization idk my mom said is disrespectful to write it lower case) ..anyways i don't believe in religion i just know there someone always up there watching over us, & i believe that everything happens for a reason . Theirs still many thing i don't understand and probably never will understand about Why GOD does whatever he does example .. the wars , diseases and violence . I guess that's why they call him GOD cause he can do whatever he wants because we are not worthy enough to question him were suppose to just have faith and believe him . Am very philosophical and no body seems to Know the answers to my questions ,but I'll probably go crazy trying to think of Why? for every question . so i rather not even bother . what i do know is that We become better people when we have no hate in our hearts. i have also been Blessed even if i have many hard circumstances in my life i am grateful for My family & friends also that i can wake up every morning and breathe and see the beautiful day GOD has given us so Dear GOD, Thank you.....for EVERYTHING even the good and the bad ...

(Click to enlarge photo) Photograph & edit was taken by me & sis jojo

The Road not Taken by : Robert Frost

so i wanted to share this poem & review by one of my favorite poet

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood
and sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
and looked down one as far as I could
to where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
and having perhaps the better claim
because it was grassy and wanted wear;
though as for that, the passing there
had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
in leaves no feet had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I
I took the one less travelled by,
and that has made all the difference

This is one of my favorites poems because it has to do with Decision ,decisions...In this poem the poet highlights the problem of choice which every person has to face in his or her life at some point or the other. This one of the reviews i found by buta that i really agreed with . "A man comes to a forked road on the way he was traveling upon. He feels sorry he cannot travel both the paths as he has to choose one of them. This decision will prove to be his future. As he thinks about the two roads, he looks down one path and finds that, that path has been much traveled and then he sees the other less traveled path. He decides that the less traveled path would be much rewarding when he reaches its end. He knows that one path leads to another and it is very difficult to return. Years later, he would be telling his future generation with regret what life would have been if he would have walked the other road, the one which was not taken by him. "What ever road one chooses, the regret will remain since at a given time one can walk only one path.

Whats your opinion & what do you think the author its trying to portray in his poem ?

(Click to enlarge photo) Photograph & edit was taken by me at Inwood Hill Park is a city-owned and maintained public park in Inwood, Upper Manhattan, New York City, operated by the New York City Department of Parks and Recreation